We were viewing an apartment during our work lunch hour and Wayne was with ye-ye at the project too as they had sent nai-nai there, who was acting as our 'agent'. The thing is we were not supposed to let the other agent & owner know we were related to our agent (which is nai-nai) and so we couldnt 'acknowledge' Wayne. Hmm yes its complicated but it doesn't matter.
What mattered was that Wayne saw us when we were driving off after the viewing and we had no choice but to drive off without acknowledging him!!!!! When he spotted us, he was so excited to see us in the car and started to wave excitedly, only to have us just drive off without even stopping! It was such a horrible moment!! Seeing our little precious baby there so excited, and having to just drive off. Mommy was soooooooo upset. Mommy was extremely heartbroken for having to break Wayne's heart. He must have felt so upset & disappointed & rejected & sad. And he was.
After we drove off, we heard from nai-nai that Wayne was so upset he cried and cried so badly, and no amount of coaxing could cheer him up. He definitely would have thought mommy & daddy didnt want him. Mommy feels so terrible.
And you know how traumatized he was? When mommy & daddy got home that night, mommy quickly hugged and loved him. And you could tell he was so happy to see us that night. More so than normal. He hugged me... and you know what he told me? He said "Daddy drive off". And he kept repeating that to me maybe 5 or 6 times in a short half an hour period. He just kept saying "Daddy drive off". You could tell he was so upset with that incident...... and when we went to the car to go home that night, Wayne told mommy "Daddy no drive off." asking us never to do that again.....
My little darling.
Mommy & daddy feels so awful. Never are we going to do hurt your feelings for whatever reason. We will never place Wayne's feeling second to anything ever again. Mommy is so sorry, baby....
The good thing is that after that incident, mommy kept giving Wayne overdoses of mommy's love, hugging and kissing him so much, that I think it has made up for that awful moment. =)
We love you, precious.
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